I don’t know. I feel so damn clingy right now.

I got too used to the everyday routine of having you by my side.. and now you’re telling me that we need some kind of “cautionary”-not-seeing-each-other-everyday routine or to-avoid-some-kind-of-burnout plan because your roommate is back at y’alls apartment. I understand what you mean though.. but this time, I really want to be selfish with you but I can’t.

What makes me sadder is that we barely see each other every day and now.. I’m not going to have that time with you, just us two alone, cuddling each other til we both get sleepy and go back to our normal sleeping positions. I feel like everything is being taken away from me.

What happened to the lunch break calls everyday? Forgotten? I see.

What happened to the texts during work? No response.

I guess we both need some cautionary break from each other. We need to miss one another cos we’re always together, right?

..

Fuck it. Yes, I do want you to move in with me but I also know that we’re not in that phase right now.
..

I really don’t know.

I feel like I’m trying too much, Evan.